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January 30, 2013

Puppy Love 4: C’est La Vie

I have a bad feeling. Something is wrong. I grab the phone and call my pal June. She’s the invincible 86 year-old wife of the 90+ Eddy-  tender war vet, family guy and my senior crush. I can’t stop blogging about them and their fluffy, little pooch- who first winked at me from a park bench last summer, yanking me into their triangle of love.

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Since Eddy had a massive stroke, June answers the phone. There is a long pause as a growl crawls out of her throat and a few rusted words scratch my ears. She’s alive! Just out of Montreal’s Jewish General Hospital where love’s will and a crack medical team kicked her asthma’s ass.

Eddy? My heart leaps into my throat.

June’s lungs grasp for air. He… he… He can’t stay at home without her. He spent the week she was gone in a nursing home. He…he… He says he liked it. I hear Eddy in the background. I liked it.

I take a deep breath and look out the icy window, into the frozen heart of winter. Black crows circle the sub-zero park bench where we first met. I keep looking for her, but she’s not there. June chokes. The dog is dead. She’s gone.

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Oh no. My brain runs in circles. No, no, no. This was not supposed to happen. The day we met, Eddy told me the dog was dying of tuberculosis, cest la vie, he cried, but his mind tripped. It was his long-gone brother who died of TB in the war. The veterinarian diagnosed the dog with fatal leukemia, but he tripped, too. The little tyke was fine.

Sgniezka. Eddy whispers her name. Why she get sick? How can she die?

I pay my respects at their kitchen table. Tears trickle down the winding river of their faces. They tell me what happened, over and over again until there are no words left. I look down at my feet and notice the puppy poop-pad in its place on the floor. I can swear I smell something. I say, last time I was here, little Sgniezka laid a big one. Laughter! The air fills.

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For Parts 1, 2 and 3 of these furry tales, click here for Puppy Love, The Resurrection, and Never Say Die.

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12 Comments »

  1. Gorgeous and so poignant – as usual!

    Comment by nedbouhalassa — January 30, 2013 @ 4:58 pm | Reply

  2. Daisy Wonder Weeds Sigh. I think life is like this. Happy/sad waves of change. You remind us!

    Comment by Jean-Elliott Manning — January 30, 2013 @ 5:03 pm | Reply

  3. The death of the dog is well-described, had an effect.

    Comment by Jerry Cohen — January 30, 2013 @ 5:07 pm | Reply

  4. “There is a long pause as a growling voice crawls out of her throat and a few rusted words scratch my ears.” For me, personally, this particular excerpt seems a bit forced, which I occasionally find in other parts of some of your writing.

    Comment by Jerry Cohen — January 30, 2013 @ 5:12 pm | Reply

    • I liked that part. I like when there’s poetry and metaphor in story-telling. You really come up with beautiful images to fit your words. I’m sad for June and Eddy that they lost their friend but it comforts me to see them together in these portraits.

      Comment by Laur — February 1, 2013 @ 1:26 pm | Reply

  5. Lovely Sorrowful Be fluid as you travel The wind whispers here In the virgin islands Bend

    Comment by Anne Lewis — January 31, 2013 @ 9:12 am | Reply

  6. It’s always so sad when a pet dies, and especially for Eddy and June at this point in their lives. So sorry.

    Comment by Judith Alexander — January 31, 2013 @ 6:51 pm | Reply

  7. Well done

    Comment by Bouhalassa — February 1, 2013 @ 11:02 pm | Reply

  8. I sincerely was moved by what I’ve just read:)
    Beautiful words:)

    Comment by Marta — February 5, 2013 @ 4:49 pm | Reply

  9. [...] Click here for Puppy Love 4: C’est La Vie. [...]

    Pingback by Puppy Love 3: Never Say Die « burns the fire — February 18, 2013 @ 1:46 pm | Reply

  10. June passed away on. 27 march and went to Heaven to meet Sniezka…

    Comment by Andy — March 9, 2013 @ 7:59 pm | Reply

  11. [...] Part 1: Puppy Love, Part 2: The Resurrection, Part 3: Never Say Die, Part 4: C’est La Vie. [...]

    Pingback by Puppy Love 5: I am not alone | burns the fire — March 27, 2013 @ 2:45 pm | Reply


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